I wish to apologize to the people at Tampa General Hospital for my own selfish attempt to complain about people who try to dedicate their lives to helping other people. Mistakes are made, budgets are hard to meet, they have to sometimes deal with unforseen shortages of personnel. We are all responsible for cruelty to God, as he suffered and cried for compassion, while people watched Him cry out for compassion, at the same time that He forgave us all. And that was done intentionally… not by mistake or by shortages of available funds. We all to do this every day, when we fail to have compassion on people who suffer: we turn away, or change the channel. And yet when we go to the hospital ER, we assume the only emergency is our own. We don't ask ourselves how many hours or double shifts the nurse at the desk has had to serve. We don't even consider the fact that that nurse has dedicated his/herself to a life of serving people who are suffering. It's easy to find reason to complain when we don't get what we want, when we want it. But we have to ask ourselves: how can we make a difference? Tampa General, like any other hospital, tries to provide relief from suffering. And instead of pointing a finger of blame, I should be trying to help them to be able to provide help for their mission to provide that relief. God only asked for compassion as He suffered for us on the cross. He didn't demand immediate attention and release. He didn't condemn those who stood around mocking him and laughing while He suffered. Regardless of what anyone might think about Tampa General, or any other hospital's service, they try to do their best to alleviate suffering. My understanding of “faith” has changed. I can only beg for donations from you, my brothers and my sisters, to help Tampa General and other hospitals to relieve the suffering of others. On Tampa General’s website, there is a link to make donations to the Tampa General Foundation. If you can, please give what you can to help them in their mission. Thank you for reading and opening your hearts.